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Conversations About Dead People
She remembers... what does she remember? Hollywood stars immortalised as statues - white as letters - in the park; Tinsel-town twinkles in the sky over the Hollywood Sign. Long close-warm nights lying in the grass of the Los Angeles hills picking out signs from the glitter amongst the black. There's Virgo, Nico's star sign; there's Majesdane, which Karolina's parents once called home (and helped to destroy). There's the Zodiacal nonsense adults believe in; there's the cold hard reality of space travel and magic, the facts that only children know. That only children, lost and running from-to-away-battlewards, believe in.
(There in the darkest dark is Limbo, where the Gibborim ... wait.)
She remembers watching her sisters and brother die on TV screens; she remembers Gert's slumped and blood-stained body, blade-pierced. She remembers Alex, taken by fire; she remembers their parents - all their parents - taken by the storm they started. She remembers times with no stars at all.
So she isn't scared and she isn't startled, when she opens her eyes to see the girl made of stars, but sits up in bed at the end of the universe.
And she says, "Hello."
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Molly, startled out of a reverie featuring killer unicorns, jerks awake; Kitten, asleep on her lap, stirs but doesn't open her eyes.
"I feel like we're gonna have to talk about 'phrases it's okay to wake people up with', Ange," she tells their resident tech expert, stifling a yawn with difficulty. (Techspert? She has got to get more sleep.) "'Cause that sentence is gonna feature pretty heavily in my nightmares, I swear."
Angeliqua rolls her eyes, permanently oil-stained hands clutching two mugs of coffee (one black, one milky and so sweet Molly can smell the sugar from several feet away). "Yeah, but we do." Beat. "Need Sentinel tech, I mean, not ... the other stuff."
They're all tired, Molly thinks, carefully lifting the dozing little girl as she stands and even more carefully lowers her back onto the sofa to finish her nap. Everyone is tired, all the time - except maybe Kitt - and there's no payoff, no target, and no end in sight.
"All right," she says, and - gently but firmly - shepherds the older woman out of the room and away from the sleeping six-year-old. It took her hours to convince Kitt that this was bedtime, and she's in no hurry to repeat the experience. "We need Sentinel tech." She closes the door behind them, leaving them in the half-light of the corridor between living quarters and Angie's domain, and takes the milky coffee from Angie with a murmur of thanks. "Why do we need Sentinel tech?"
Angie gives her the look of a woman who'd geared herself up for an argument and would really rather they were having it, if only so as not to waste the preparation time, but starts ticking reasons off on her fingers anyway.
"One - the Sentinel tracker you wanted. I can't replicate their signal, so I'm going to need to get a copy from the source. Several copies, if possible, because - two - my spare parts stores are basically Mother Hubbarded right now. Three - you know you wanted us to do something about reducing our psychic footprint aboveground? Well, I had a couple ideas in that direction, but all the quickest ones involve using Sentinels' in-built power dampeners. And it'll be trial and error, if it even works at all, so I'll need a lot of them. Five - your shield mechanism's playing up again, and you need an extra spare in any case. Short of dismembering Wolverine - wherever he is - again - they're the only obvious source of Adamantium round here."
She puts down the mug of coffee she's holding to gesture a 'six' with her second hand, reminding Molly that in hindsight, seeing her approach with caffeine to share had been a very bad omen indeed. "And, finally - the air con's on the blink again, and you know how Bianca gets when she can't sleep. We don't specifically need Sentinel guts to fix that with, I admit, but if you're bringing me some anyway, it'll make my life easier to use them. Might even hold for longer, you never know."
"Right." Molly rubs at her face. "So what you're saying is, not only do we need Sentinel tech, what we need is lots of Sentinel tech?"
"Yep." One of Angie's dreadlocks has managed to fall over her face despite the goggles pushing her hair back; rather than try to fix just one lock, she takes the goggles off and slides them on again, leaving her hair neatly falling down her back. "You'd be a while trying to find and beat up enough single 'bots to get me everything I need, I think. Especially since you, uh..."
"Tend to smash up all the useful bits?" Molly supplies, half-rueful and half-proud.
"Uh-huh. Your collateral damage record is an inspiration to us all, if that helps."
"Not especially, if I'm being honest, but thanks." She gives Angie a wry grin - the two of them understand each other pretty well, these days - but she can already feel the headache starting to build up behind her eyes. "All right, I'll figure something out. There a deadline on all this?"
"Not as such, but in the next week or so'd be good. We don't want another of Bianca's freak-outs if the air-con fails and she overheats while she's sleeping. Again."
Molly winces at the memory, particularly of trying to put out fires caused by a frantic pyrokinetic while trying to soothe a psychic's PTSD-induced nightmare. "You're damn right we don't. Leave it with me." A thought strikes a match. "Oh, Ange?"
"Yeah?"
"Can you get me a blueprint or a map or something for that lock-up Chase found on the scanners the other day? The one by the Sign? Something that'll at least show us more of what the inside of the place looks like."
Angie looks startled; Molly grabs the second cup from its resting place before her outflung hand can knock it over. "You're not serious?"
Molly gives her a look. "Not yet I'm not, but depending on what you find I might be. Unless you've got any better ideas?"
Angie takes her cup back and takes a long, long sip - which Molly takes to mean that she hasn't.
Cast List
| Journal Name: | Character: | Canon: |
| a_little_worse | Bruce Banner (Hulk) | Marvel Cinematic Universe |
| a_remarkable_queen | Camilla Fritton | St Trinian's |
| an_awful_liar | Elsa Bloodstone | Nextwave (Marvel Comics) |
| angry_scrapper | Brunnhildr (Valkyrie) | Marvel Cinematic Universe |
| apostrophewitch | Tansy Williams | Books of Gwydion |
| batman_woman | DC Rachel Bailey | Scott & Bailey |
| beautiful_bullets | War | Good Omens |
| big_damn_heroine | Zoe Washburne | Firefly |
| bold_hostility | Harry Hotspur | Shakespeare's Henry IV |
| boyscout_brownie | Angel Dumott Schunard | RENT (movie) |
| brat_of_jesslaw | Owen of Jesslaw | Protector of the Small |
| called_george | George Falconer | A Single Man (movie) |
| can_finish_them | Kaidy Hawkins | OC |
| chose_books | Jennifer Honey | Matilda (Bookverse) |
| coffi_brenin | Ianto Jones | Whoniverse |
| cute_bruiser | Molly Hayes (Bruiser/Arsenal) | Runaways (Marvel Comics) |
| defies_time | Lucifer | Waywalkers/Timekeepers |
| desperate_d_i | DI Greg Lestrade | Sherlock (BBC) |
| does_the_jackal | CJ Cregg | The West Wing |
| doesntbloodyfandance | Kim Foyle | Different For Girls |
| e_dahling | Edna Mode | The Incredibles |
| eastwood_in_heels | Adora Belle Dearheart | Discworld |
| fabulous_pirate | Captain Oscar Shakespeare | Stardust (movie) |
| far_to_go | DI Fred Thursday | Endeavour |
| find_a_way | Moana Waialiki | Moana (Disney) |
| fled_heaven | Alt!Sam Linnfer | Waywalkers/Timekeepers |
| fuzzy_flirt | Kurt Wagner (Nightcrawler) | X-Men (Marvel Comics) |
| gold_elixir | Joshua Foley (Elixir) | X-Men (Marvel Comics) |
| got_sole | Sam Vimes | Discworld |
| gothic_heroine | Threnody Winter | OC |
| has_blanket | Sherlock Holmes | Sherlock (BBC) |
| has_photoshop | BAU Penelope Garcia | Criminal Minds |
| heard_of_her_now | Victoria Winslow | RED (movie) |
| hell_of_a_pilot | Poe Dameron | Star Wars |
| hisonegoodeye | Agent Phil Coulson | Marvel Cinematic Universe |
| justatraveller | The Doctor (all-female AU) | Whoniverse |
| justlike_kevinbacon | Gamora | Marvel Cinematic Universe |
| lionlike_tabby | Professor Minerva McGonagall | Harry Potter |
| little_blue | Singularity | Marvel Comics (A-Force) |
| little_trouble | Broomhilda von Schaft | Django Unchained |
| lookin_at_you | Rick Blaine | Casablanca |
| matter_of_circumstance | Natasha Romanoff (Black Widow) | Marvel Cinematic Universe |
| meatheaded | Sir Nealan of Queenscove | Protector of the Small |
| mergich_singer | Beref/Snow Leopard Woman | Mythology |
| momofabohemian | Esther Cohen | RENT (movie) |
| mother_unstoppable | PC Gwen Cooper | Whoniverse |
| nearly_next | Dr Jackson Lake | Whoniverse |
| necessary_child | Sam Linnfer | Waywalkers/Timekeepers |
| never_lear | Richard Burton | Burton & Taylor |
| never_said_pilot | Sam Wilson (Falcon) | Marvel Cinematic Universe |
| nixed_it | Nix Gordon (young) | OC |
| no_caravans | DS Camille Bordier | Death In Paradise |
| not_ranty | Rhys Williams | Whoniverse |
| not_the_hero | Neville Longbottom | Harry Potter |
| not_the_lady | DC Naz Powell | OC |
| nothing_up_her_sleeve | Agent Alma Dray | Now You See Me |
| of_goldenlake | Lord Raoul of Goldenlake | Protector of the Small |
| of_her_own_making | Susan Grey | The Bletchley Circle |
| onegirlrevolution | Nix Gordon | OC |
| onlyevertonks | Nymphadora Tonks | Harry Potter |
| oooook | The Librarian (Dr Horace Worblehat) | Discworld |
| out_of_his_league | DCI Vera Stanhope | Vera (ITV) |
| out_of_nothing | Odo Ital | Star Trek: Deep Space 9 |
| picked_his_birthday | Porthos du Vallon | The Musketeers (BBC) |
| picked_on_you | Ziggy Stardust | David Bowie |
| pretty_fire | Ophelia Craig (Heatwave) | X-Men (Marvel Comics) |
| queenofgotham | Dr Harleen Quinzel (Harley Quinn) | Suicide Squad (DC Movieverse) |
| red_hunter | Cathaline Bennett | The Haunting of Alaizabel Cray |
| running_to_somewhere | Shania Andrews | Fast Girls |
| scares_them_off | Stephanie Chambers | PRIDE |
| shot_one_dog | Det Super Sandra Pullman | New Tricks |
| should_have_been | Jocelyn Knight | Broadchurch |
| sieg_freed | Django von Schaft | Django Unchained |
| so_lifelike | BAU Spencer Reid | Criminal Minds |
| soldiering_on | Katherine 'Kate' Kane (Batwoman) | DC Comics |
| st_celia | Celia Lovegood | St Trinian's |
| st_tania | Tania MacKenzie | St Trinian's |
| st_tara | Tara MacKenzie | St Trinian's |
| stillnotbutler | James Twelvetrees | You Rang, M'Lord? |
| stilltalkstoher | DCS Jack Halford | New Tricks |
| sweetcakelibby | Libby O'Dell | Run, Fat Boy, Run |
| technical_pacifist | Toby Harper | OC |
| the_honourable | The Honourable Miss Phryne Fisher | Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries |
| the_pilot | Bodhi Rook | Star Wars |
| the_sharp_end | Agent Ziva David | NCIS |
| theykeepkilling | Suzie Costello | Whoniverse |
| they_see_me | BB-8 | Star Wars |
| took_a_year_out | Dr Martha Jones | Whoniverse |
| trusts_numbers | Dr Hermann Gottlieb | Pacific Rim |
| utterly_incorrigible | Betsy Hilton | Enid Blyton - Mystery Series |
| wally_not_waldo | Where's Wally | Where's Wally? |
| wannakillthebatman | Dr Harleen Quinzel (Harley Quinn) | DC Comics |
| wants_to_sing | Prince Herbert | Spamalot |
| west_ham_artist | Dean Thomas | Harry Potter |
| whats_occurrin | Nessa Jenkins | Gavin & Stacey |
| whoselineisit | Mrs Who | A Wrinkle In Time (Movie) |
| whowalksbyherself | Selina Kyle (Catwoman) | The Dark Knight Rises |
| will_kick_you | DS Ellie Miller | Broadchurch |
| with_an_haitch | Liza Hempstock | The Graveyard Book |
| with_enough_nerve | Ginny Weasley | Harry Potter |
| youknowwhatimean | Luci (Eleanor Rigby) | The Wicked + The Divine |
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"All right," Molly says, into Karolina's hair. "Then I guess it's all on us."
They've never really gone all-out on Magneto before this: too many responsibilities (they're going to have to find a way to keep Kitt out of it; they've buried enough children already), too many worries, too much trauma to think straight. Too afraid, when you get right down to it - but right here, right now, they've had enough. They've taken too much to let this continue.
Molly thinks maybe she's supposed to be more scared.
But, then again, she was never very good with 'supposed'.
Conversations With Dead People
Summer in LA: tangerine sweet.
"Oh," she says stupidly, and smiles. "But you're both dead. Aren't you?"
(She hasn't dreamed of Gert, not ever, not even of Chase walking out of a burning building with her in his arms. Once or twice she's dreamed of Nico, but only in rolling-news footage of her death.)
"Pleased to see you too, Bruiser," Gert says dryly, but Nico just hugs her to her side, sister-strong.
"Reports have been greatly exaggerated," she tells her. "I mean, did you see all the times Jean Grey stopped being dead? She was like Jesus, only ginger."
Molly shakes her head, and doesn't laugh, because there are some thoughts she just can't break. "I saw your body, Gert! I saw -"
She stops, because she can't say it. Still.
"Yeah, sorry about that." Gert rolls her eyes. "That boy of mine was never all that good in a crisis. Do him a favour and tell him to get over me already, will you, kid? Because someone has to, and at this stage it's not likely to be me."
"This is a dream, isn't it?" she says, because she can feel the sun in her face and in a dream you are allowed these strange, disjointed conversations. "You're not real."
"Well, it's a dream," Nico admits, giving her the oddest look: half wistful, half something Molly can't identify and isn't sure she wants to. "But why should that mean it's not real?"
Now she does laugh, sounding more bitter than she'd like. "Shut up, doofus. You're not Dumbledore."
"You should see her with a beard," mutters Gert, as Nico gives Molly a serious look.
"No, I'm not Dumbledore," she says. "But I am still your sister, Moll. Whatever happens."
She can't look at her, can't look at either of them, and the lake is too bright. "No, you're not." She's forcing the words out like bullets under her skin. "Because you're dead, Nico, I saw it on TV. Because you're dead, and I ran away and let you die." She takes a deep, choking breath. "I let you all die."
She thinks she should be crying, but she can't; she thinks she might choke on the truth and knows she'd deserve it if she did. Gert died rescuing her and Nico and Vic and Xavin died because she ran away and left them; this is her truth, and she might as well get used to it.
Nico and Gert are hugging her now, both together, the way she remembers them doing just once, the night they first got split up. When they were little, and Captain America was still alive to be a jerk to them, and things were simple, and they still thought everything could be okay again some day.
And she's still not crying, though she thinks maybe she should be. She doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to even dream about their forgiveness, but nor can she bear to let them go.
"You are our sister," Gert tells her, absolute. "Even when you're being an idiot."
"You were doing your job, Moll," Nico says, as if that somehow makes it better, makes the choice she made the right one. "They were your responsibilty to keep safe, and you did it. What happened in New York wasn't your fault."
"Really." She can't stop clinging to them, but she knows that they're wrong. That this must be a dream, because if it was real they wouldn't forgive her like this. "I ran away and left you, but it wasn't my fault?"
"D'uh." Gert rolls her eyes ostentatiously, tossing her purple hair. "Unless you have something seriously major to tell us, I'm pretty certain it's Magneto who bears full responsibility for destroying New York in general and the Avengers in particular."
"I made my own choice," Nico reminds her. "Just like Gert did, and just like Vic and Xavin did. We knew what could happen, and we chose to do it anyway."
Molly makes herself smile, like she really believes them. Believes this isn't a dream, and that she can be forgiven. "Where are Vic and Xavin, anyway? If this is my dead-people dream, I mean."
"What, like all of a sudden we're not enough for you?" Gert teases, but she adds, "E.T. had somewhere else to be tonight, sorry."
Nico slides an arm around both her sisters' shoulders. "As for Victor? Well, it's a funny story..."
When Molly wakes up, it is very nearly a whole five minutes before she realises she's once again alone.
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It’s all a bit of a mess, really, Molly Hayes considers. Well, rather more than a bit, but thinking like that’ll just have her curled up in a ball wailing like a kid, and she’s not a kid any more. She hasn’t been a kid in a very, very long time.
She thinks that was the last time she’d cried, hot and fierce tears like molten iron two nights later, when they’d made it to
So, they had a team. Not much of one, maybe, but it was a team.
None of them were in any sort of fit state to be a leader, it was true- Chase was no leader, nor were Molly’s two mutants, Wildcard and Freakout, and Karolina was far too traumatised, for a very long time, to take care of anyone more than herself. Angelina, the genius human they’d rescued later from one of Magneto’s tech labs and who’d christened herself Anarchy, was far too obsessed with her beloved machines to think of anything beyond motherboards and electricity, so the job had fallen like a lead balloon to the group baby, who’d taken leadership lessons from Cyclops himself and who’d led an X-Squad.
And when they’d found the petrified, speechless eight-year-old human girl in the wreckage of an L.A. mansion, none of them had thought it was a good idea to keep her, but equally none of them wanted to leave her to the mercy of Magneto’s army, either. So they picked her up, and ran like hell. The kid wouldn’t speak, and they couldn’t exactly stick around to go hunting for her personal effects, so Chase christened her Kitten, just as he’d christened Molly herself Bruiser nearly ten years before. Anarchy had earlier put together a new version of his old Fistigons, so when it turned out the kid was a baseline human, no powers at all, he gave Kitten Old Lace as protector.
So, a team. A squad, sort of. Mascot and all. A team with an enemy.
The name they left on the bombs (and Molly never thought she’d wind up a terrorist; never thought she’d keep so close to her parents) was ‘Y Generation’.
None of them really knew much, any more.