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2018-10-31 11:44 pm

Conversations About Dead People

There are stars in Molly's room tonight, even though the bedroom curtains are closed. She isn't surprised, and she isn't scared: some of her best nights - best times - have been lying awake to watch the sky over Los Angeles with her siblings, talking and drowsing as the sky turns from navy velvet, star-spangled, to pink to orange to blue; always the same bright clean blue, even now, like a childhood dream of a swimming pool at Disneyland.

She remembers... what does she remember? Hollywood stars immortalised as statues - white as letters - in the park; Tinsel-town twinkles in the sky over the Hollywood Sign. Long close-warm nights lying in the grass of the Los Angeles hills picking out signs from the glitter amongst the black. There's Virgo, Nico's star sign; there's Majesdane, which Karolina's parents once called home (and helped to destroy). There's the Zodiacal nonsense adults believe in; there's the cold hard reality of space travel and magic, the facts that only children know. That only children, lost and running from-to-away-battlewards, believe in.

(There in the darkest dark is Limbo, where the Gibborim ... wait.)

She remembers watching her sisters and brother die on TV screens; she remembers Gert's slumped and blood-stained body, blade-pierced. She remembers Alex, taken by fire; she remembers their parents - all their parents - taken by the storm they started. She remembers times with no stars at all.

So she isn't scared and she isn't startled, when she opens her eyes to see the girl made of stars, but sits up in bed at the end of the universe.

And she says, "Hello."
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2018-10-30 03:00 pm
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"We need Sentinel tech."

Molly, startled out of a reverie featuring killer unicorns, jerks awake; Kitten, asleep on her lap, stirs but doesn't open her eyes.

"I feel like we're gonna have to talk about 'phrases it's okay to wake people up with', Ange," she tells their resident tech expert, stifling a yawn with difficulty. (Techspert? She has got to get more sleep.) "'Cause that sentence is gonna feature pretty heavily in my nightmares, I swear."

Angeliqua rolls her eyes, permanently oil-stained hands clutching two mugs of coffee (one black, one milky and so sweet Molly can smell the sugar from several feet away). "Yeah, but we do." Beat. "Need Sentinel tech, I mean, not ... the other stuff."

They're all tired, Molly thinks, carefully lifting the dozing little girl as she stands and even more carefully lowers her back onto the sofa to finish her nap. Everyone is tired, all the time - except maybe Kitt - and there's no payoff, no target, and no end in sight.

"All right," she says, and - gently but firmly - shepherds the older woman out of the room and away from the sleeping six-year-old. It took her hours to convince Kitt that this was bedtime, and she's in no hurry to repeat the experience. "We need Sentinel tech." She closes the door behind them, leaving them in the half-light of the corridor between living quarters and Angie's domain, and takes the milky coffee from Angie with a murmur of thanks. "Why do we need Sentinel tech?"

Angie gives her the look of a woman who'd geared herself up for an argument and would really rather they were having it, if only so as not to waste the preparation time, but starts ticking reasons off on her fingers anyway.

"One - the Sentinel tracker you wanted. I can't replicate their signal, so I'm going to need to get a copy from the source. Several copies, if possible, because - two - my spare parts stores are basically Mother Hubbarded right now. Three - you know you wanted us to do something about reducing our psychic footprint aboveground? Well, I had a couple ideas in that direction, but all the quickest ones involve using Sentinels' in-built power dampeners. And it'll be trial and error, if it even works at all, so I'll need a lot of them. Five - your shield mechanism's playing up again, and you need an extra spare in any case. Short of dismembering Wolverine - wherever he is - again - they're the only obvious source of Adamantium round here."

She puts down the mug of coffee she's holding to gesture a 'six' with her second hand, reminding Molly that in hindsight, seeing her approach with caffeine to share had been a very bad omen indeed. "And, finally - the air con's on the blink again, and you know how Bianca gets when she can't sleep. We don't specifically need Sentinel guts to fix that with, I admit, but if you're bringing me some anyway, it'll make my life easier to use them. Might even hold for longer, you never know."

"Right." Molly rubs at her face. "So what you're saying is, not only do we need Sentinel tech, what we need is lots of Sentinel tech?"

"Yep." One of Angie's dreadlocks has managed to fall over her face despite the goggles pushing her hair back; rather than try to fix just one lock, she takes the goggles off and slides them on again, leaving her hair neatly falling down her back. "You'd be a while trying to find and beat up enough single 'bots to get me everything I need, I think. Especially since you, uh..."

"Tend to smash up all the useful bits?" Molly supplies, half-rueful and half-proud.

"Uh-huh. Your collateral damage record is an inspiration to us all, if that helps."

"Not especially, if I'm being honest, but thanks." She gives Angie a wry grin - the two of them understand each other pretty well, these days - but she can already feel the headache starting to build up behind her eyes. "All right, I'll figure something out. There a deadline on all this?"

"Not as such, but in the next week or so'd be good. We don't want another of Bianca's freak-outs if the air-con fails and she overheats while she's sleeping. Again."

Molly winces at the memory, particularly of trying to put out fires caused by a frantic pyrokinetic while trying to soothe a psychic's PTSD-induced nightmare. "You're damn right we don't. Leave it with me." A thought strikes a match. "Oh, Ange?"

"Yeah?"

"Can you get me a blueprint or a map or something for that lock-up Chase found on the scanners the other day? The one by the Sign? Something that'll at least show us more of what the inside of the place looks like."

Angie looks startled; Molly grabs the second cup from its resting place before her outflung hand can knock it over. "You're not serious?"

Molly gives her a look. "Not yet I'm not, but depending on what you find I might be. Unless you've got any better ideas?"

Angie takes her cup back and takes a long, long sip - which Molly takes to mean that she hasn't.
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2018-10-26 03:55 pm

Cast List

Journal Name: Character: Canon:
a_little_worse Bruce Banner (Hulk) Marvel Cinematic Universe
a_remarkable_queen Camilla Fritton St Trinian's
an_awful_liar Elsa Bloodstone Nextwave (Marvel Comics)
angry_scrapper Brunnhildr (Valkyrie) Marvel Cinematic Universe
apostrophewitch Tansy Williams Books of Gwydion
batman_woman DC Rachel Bailey Scott & Bailey
beautiful_bullets War Good Omens 
big_damn_heroine Zoe Washburne Firefly 
bold_hostility Harry Hotspur Shakespeare's Henry IV
boyscout_brownie Angel Dumott Schunard RENT (movie)
brat_of_jesslaw Owen of Jesslaw Protector of the Small 
called_george George Falconer A Single Man (movie) 
can_finish_them Kaidy Hawkins OC 
chose_books Jennifer Honey Matilda (Bookverse)
coffi_brenin Ianto Jones Whoniverse 
cute_bruiser Molly Hayes (Bruiser/Arsenal) Runaways (Marvel Comics)
defies_time Lucifer Waywalkers/Timekeepers 
desperate_d_i DI Greg Lestrade Sherlock (BBC)
does_the_jackal CJ Cregg The West Wing
doesntbloodyfandance Kim Foyle Different For Girls
e_dahling Edna Mode The Incredibles
eastwood_in_heels Adora Belle Dearheart Discworld 
fabulous_pirate Captain Oscar Shakespeare Stardust (movie)
far_to_go DI Fred Thursday Endeavour 
find_a_way Moana Waialiki Moana (Disney)
fled_heaven Alt!Sam Linnfer Waywalkers/Timekeepers 
fuzzy_flirt Kurt Wagner (Nightcrawler) X-Men (Marvel Comics)
gold_elixir Joshua Foley (Elixir) X-Men (Marvel Comics)
got_sole Sam Vimes Discworld 
gothic_heroine Threnody Winter OC 
has_blanket Sherlock Holmes Sherlock (BBC)
has_photoshop BAU Penelope Garcia Criminal Minds
heard_of_her_now Victoria Winslow RED (movie)
hell_of_a_pilot Poe Dameron Star Wars
hisonegoodeye Agent Phil Coulson Marvel Cinematic Universe
justatraveller The Doctor (all-female AU) Whoniverse 
justlike_kevinbacon Gamora Marvel Cinematic Universe
lionlike_tabby Professor Minerva McGonagall Harry Potter
little_blue Singularity Marvel Comics (A-Force)
little_trouble Broomhilda von Schaft Django Unchained
lookin_at_you Rick Blaine Casablanca 
matter_of_circumstance Natasha Romanoff (Black Widow) Marvel Cinematic Universe
meatheaded Sir Nealan of Queenscove Protector of the Small 
mergich_singer Beref/Snow Leopard Woman Mythology 
momofabohemian Esther Cohen RENT (movie)
mother_unstoppable PC Gwen Cooper Whoniverse 
nearly_next Dr Jackson Lake Whoniverse 
necessary_child Sam Linnfer Waywalkers/Timekeepers 
never_lear Richard Burton Burton & Taylor
never_said_pilot Sam Wilson (Falcon) Marvel Cinematic Universe
nixed_it Nix Gordon (young) OC 
no_caravans DS Camille Bordier Death In Paradise
not_ranty Rhys Williams Whoniverse 
not_the_hero Neville Longbottom Harry Potter
not_the_lady DC Naz Powell OC 
nothing_up_her_sleeve Agent Alma Dray Now You See Me 
of_goldenlake Lord Raoul of Goldenlake Protector of the Small 
of_her_own_making Susan Grey The Bletchley Circle
onegirlrevolution Nix Gordon OC 
onlyevertonks Nymphadora Tonks Harry Potter
oooook The Librarian (Dr Horace Worblehat) Discworld 
out_of_his_league DCI Vera Stanhope Vera (ITV)
out_of_nothing Odo Ital Star Trek: Deep Space 9
picked_his_birthday Porthos du Vallon The Musketeers (BBC)
picked_on_you Ziggy Stardust David Bowie
pretty_fire Ophelia Craig (Heatwave) X-Men (Marvel Comics)
queenofgotham Dr Harleen Quinzel (Harley Quinn) Suicide Squad (DC Movieverse) 
red_hunter Cathaline Bennett The Haunting of Alaizabel Cray
running_to_somewhere Shania Andrews Fast Girls
scares_them_off Stephanie Chambers PRIDE 
shot_one_dog Det Super Sandra Pullman New Tricks
should_have_been Jocelyn Knight Broadchurch 
sieg_freed Django von Schaft Django Unchained
so_lifelike BAU Spencer Reid Criminal Minds
soldiering_on Katherine 'Kate' Kane (Batwoman) DC Comics
st_celia Celia Lovegood St Trinian's
st_tania Tania MacKenzie St Trinian's
st_tara Tara MacKenzie St Trinian's
stillnotbutler James Twelvetrees You Rang, M'Lord?
stilltalkstoher DCS Jack Halford New Tricks
sweetcakelibby Libby O'Dell Run, Fat Boy, Run 
technical_pacifist Toby Harper OC 
the_honourable The Honourable Miss Phryne Fisher Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries 
the_pilot Bodhi Rook Star Wars
the_sharp_end Agent Ziva David NCIS 
theykeepkilling Suzie Costello Whoniverse 
they_see_me BB-8  Star Wars 
took_a_year_out Dr Martha Jones Whoniverse 
trusts_numbers Dr Hermann Gottlieb Pacific Rim
utterly_incorrigible Betsy Hilton Enid Blyton - Mystery Series
wally_not_waldo Where's Wally Where's Wally?
wannakillthebatman Dr Harleen Quinzel (Harley Quinn) DC Comics
wants_to_sing Prince Herbert Spamalot 
west_ham_artist Dean Thomas Harry Potter
whats_occurrin Nessa Jenkins Gavin & Stacey
whoselineisit Mrs Who A Wrinkle In Time (Movie)
whowalksbyherself Selina Kyle (Catwoman) The Dark Knight Rises 
will_kick_you DS Ellie Miller Broadchurch 
with_an_haitch Liza Hempstock The Graveyard Book
with_enough_nerve Ginny Weasley Harry Potter
youknowwhatimean Luci (Eleanor Rigby) The Wicked + The Divine
 
cute_bruiser: (Adult - Natalie Portman - Arsenal SMASH)
2014-12-14 09:59 pm
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When Karolina comes back from the stars, she comes back in tears. She'd been to Majesdane, she'd been to the Skrulls, she'd been to the Shi'ar and to everywhere in between, and in all those places and planets she found -- nothing. Or maybe you'd say she'd found too much: no help, nowhere, too many interstellar wars for anyone to be spared to attend to trouble in a postage-stamp planet in a galaxy at the back end of the universe.

"All right," Molly says, into Karolina's hair. "Then I guess it's all on us."

They've never really gone all-out on Magneto before this: too many responsibilities (they're going to have to find a way to keep Kitt out of it; they've buried enough children already), too many worries, too much trauma to think straight. Too afraid, when you get right down to it - but right here, right now, they've had enough. They've taken too much to let this continue.

Molly thinks maybe she's supposed to be more scared.

But, then again, she was never very good with 'supposed'.
cute_bruiser: (Adult - Natalie Portman - Asleep)
2013-10-31 01:14 am

Conversations With Dead People

When she opens her eyes, she's sitting on the jetty by the lake, swinging her feet like she used to do when she was little. Nico has her arm slung around her shoulders and Gert's leaning on the post beside them, half an eye on Old Lace just out of sight. It's summer; LA golden and glowing the way the movies never ever get quite right.

Summer in LA: tangerine sweet.

"Oh," she says stupidly, and smiles. "But you're both dead. Aren't you?"

(She hasn't dreamed of Gert, not ever, not even of Chase walking out of a burning building with her in his arms. Once or twice she's dreamed of Nico, but only in rolling-news footage of her death.)

"Pleased to see you too, Bruiser," Gert says dryly, but Nico just hugs her to her side, sister-strong.

"Reports have been greatly exaggerated," she tells her. "I mean, did you see all the times Jean Grey stopped being dead? She was like Jesus, only ginger."

Molly shakes her head, and doesn't laugh, because there are some thoughts she just can't break. "I saw your body, Gert! I saw -"

She stops, because she can't say it. Still.

"Yeah, sorry about that." Gert rolls her eyes. "That boy of mine was never all that good in a crisis. Do him a favour and tell him to get over me already, will you, kid? Because someone has to, and at this stage it's not likely to be me."

"This is a dream, isn't it?" she says, because she can feel the sun in her face and in a dream you are allowed these strange, disjointed conversations. "You're not real."

"Well, it's a dream," Nico admits, giving her the oddest look: half wistful, half something Molly can't identify and isn't sure she wants to. "But why should that mean it's not real?"

Now she does laugh, sounding more bitter than she'd like. "Shut up, doofus. You're not Dumbledore."

"You should see her with a beard," mutters Gert, as Nico gives Molly a serious look.

"No, I'm not Dumbledore," she says. "But I am still your sister, Moll. Whatever happens."

She can't look at her, can't look at either of them, and the lake is too bright. "No, you're not." She's forcing the words out like bullets under her skin. "Because you're dead, Nico, I saw it on TV. Because you're dead, and I ran away and let you die." She takes a deep, choking breath. "I let you all die."

She thinks she should be crying, but she can't; she thinks she might choke on the truth and knows she'd deserve it if she did. Gert died rescuing her and Nico and Vic and Xavin died because she ran away and left them; this is her truth, and she might as well get used to it.

Nico and Gert are hugging her now, both together, the way she remembers them doing just once, the night they first got split up. When they were little, and Captain America was still alive to be a jerk to them, and things were simple, and they still thought everything could be okay again some day.

And she's still not crying, though she thinks maybe she should be. She doesn't deserve this, doesn't deserve to even dream about their forgiveness, but nor can she bear to let them go.

"You are our sister," Gert tells her, absolute. "Even when you're being an idiot."

"You were doing your job, Moll," Nico says, as if that somehow makes it better, makes the choice she made the right one. "They were your responsibilty to keep safe, and you did it. What happened in New York wasn't your fault."

"Really." She can't stop clinging to them, but she knows that they're wrong. That this must be a dream, because if it was real they wouldn't forgive her like this. "I ran away and left you, but it wasn't my fault?"

"D'uh." Gert rolls her eyes ostentatiously, tossing her purple hair. "Unless you have something seriously major to tell us, I'm pretty certain it's Magneto who bears full responsibility for destroying New York in general and the Avengers in particular."

"I made my own choice," Nico reminds her. "Just like Gert did, and just like Vic and Xavin did. We knew what could happen, and we chose to do it anyway."

Molly makes herself smile, like she really believes them. Believes this isn't a dream, and that she can be forgiven. "Where are Vic and Xavin, anyway? If this is my dead-people dream, I mean."

"What, like all of a sudden we're not enough for you?" Gert teases, but she adds, "E.T. had somewhere else to be tonight, sorry."

Nico slides an arm around both her sisters' shoulders. "As for Victor? Well, it's a funny story..."

When Molly wakes up, it is very nearly a whole five minutes before she realises she's once again alone.
cute_bruiser: (Adult- Natalie Portman- Serious- Big now)
2007-07-06 04:49 pm

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It’s all a bit of a mess, really, Molly Hayes considers. Well, rather more than a bit, but thinking like that’ll just have her curled up in a ball wailing like a kid, and she’s not a kid any more. She hasn’t been a kid in a very, very long time.

When the door home had reappeared in Milliways after well over a year, they’d none of them thought twice before charging back through it, back to the fight they’d left behind. After all, they had a job to do, didn’t they? They had responsibilities. They were supposed to be heroes, or something, or at least, as Gert sniffed dryly, they were supposed to not fail on purpose. She missed Gert the most, really, which was strange, considering she’d been dead the longest. But Gert had always known what to do, or at least she seemed to, and now that she was grown Molly appreciated the way the other girl had tried to mother the group baby, as unsuited to mothering as Gert really was, without smothering her. So when Molly ran with the X-Men, as she did, for a while, she’d taken the codename Arsenal, in tribute to the runaways’ Arsenic. The name had stuck, after a while, even if Chase still wouldn’t call her it. His voice always seemed to catch on the name, and he'd just call her Bruiser instead. Molly didn't mind.

They never knew why the door hadn’t reappeared. Molly didn’t cry about it, though; it would show up some day, right? It had to. She just had to keep looking.

At least, she didn’t cry where anyone could see her. And after a while she stopped crying at all, for anything. It never helped, and she was supposed to be the adult, these days. The leader, for what it was worth.

Nobody ever did find out how Magneto got his powers back. Back many times over, it seemed, the way he’d levelled the X-Mansion; this time, the old guy was taking no chances. Molly had only escaped because she’d been shopping in the city with a few of her team mates; they’d seen the carnage on twenty TV screens at once in a store. Nobody said anything, just watched in appalled silence, but when they saw Cyclops and Emma Frost on screen, twisted together like lovers in the same bodybag, they looked at each other. And they ran.

None of them looked back.

She thinks that was the last time she’d cried, hot and fierce tears like molten iron two nights later, when they’d made it to L.A. and the old Runaway hideouts. She doesn’t know if the last two survivors, Conor and Freakout, who’d never said if she had another name, had cried at all. She thinks Conor maybe did. Freakout never seemed to react to anything much at all, really; the voices in her head were more than enough emotion for the telepath.

When, the next day, New York City proper had been levelled, Molly had watched the Avengers fight Magneto on another shop TV screen. The grainy picture had been a blessing, really, had allowed her to force herself to believe that she hadn’t really seen them die, every last one of them.

Hadn’t watched Nico and Victor go out in a blaze of suicidally heroic glory, hadn’t seen Xavin crushed by the skyscraper he was supporting, hadn’t seen Karolina’s rainbow lights wink out all at once as she fell from the sky screaming Xavin’s name, and Nico’s, one after the other, until the words were a blur.

So when Chase turned up a week later with Old Lace and the Leapfrog, bruised and burned and sleepless, the brother she hadn’t seen since he’d run off on his own, appalled by their growing up and splitting up and leaving him alone, she didn’t cry. She just held him so tight she thought she’d never let go again. It was the last time she let herself feel like a child.

When Chase told her, in a cracked hoarse voice that if she didn’t know better she’d swear was a split-second away from tears, that he’d brought Karolina, she’d somehow expected a corpse, had wondered why he’d brought Karolina’s body back to them and not Xavin and Victor and Nico’s, Nico, Nico, so when the alien waved a hand in mute, shattered greeting none of them said anything for a long time. Chase had never said how he’d got her out of the carnage alive, but it had never mattered much. Only that he’d done it.

So, they had a team. Not much of one, maybe, but it was a team.

None of them were in any sort of fit state to be a leader, it was true- Chase was no leader, nor were Molly’s two mutants, Wildcard and Freakout, and Karolina was far too traumatised, for a very long time, to take care of anyone more than herself. Angelina, the genius human they’d rescued later from one of Magneto’s tech labs and who’d christened herself Anarchy, was far too obsessed with her beloved machines to think of anything beyond motherboards and electricity, so the job had fallen like a lead balloon to the group baby, who’d taken leadership lessons from Cyclops himself and who’d led an X-Squad.

For all of a month, before they’d been wiped out, but she’d done it. Sort of.

So Molly did it.

And when they’d found the petrified, speechless eight-year-old human girl in the wreckage of an L.A. mansion, none of them had thought it was a good idea to keep her, but equally none of them wanted to leave her to the mercy of Magneto’s army, either. So they picked her up, and ran like hell. The kid wouldn’t speak, and they couldn’t exactly stick around to go hunting for her personal effects, so Chase christened her Kitten, just as he’d christened Molly herself Bruiser nearly ten years before. Anarchy had earlier put together a new version of his old Fistigons, so when it turned out the kid was a baseline human, no powers at all, he gave Kitten Old Lace as protector.

Molly, who had somehow wound up as de facto mother to the girl, wondered, when she could bear to, how the hell Gert had done it. She never had an answer, really.

So, a team. A squad, sort of. Mascot and all. A team with an enemy.

The name they left on the bombs (and Molly never thought she’d wind up a terrorist; never thought she’d keep so close to her parents) was ‘Y Generation’.

None of them really knew why, just that having a name had seemed Important, somehow.

None of them really knew much, any more.